Yup. I finally lost my virginity. Well, in a manner of speaking anyway. I have been flirting with the idea of doing a shoot with Grooby ever since I met Buddy Wood and the gorgeous Hazel Tucker, who by the way happens to be from my neck of the woods – Beantown! New England invasion FTW!

So anyway, I’ve had a few ‘personal business matters’ that need tending to lately… if you know what I mean. As they say, marriage is grand, divorce is 25 grand, and in this case you throw in my transition and you have a recipe for disaster. But I’m a survivor.

So here I am – a relatively normal woman, mother, etc., wondering what I’m going to do and then it hit me. I have a few years of webcam experience and a divorce judge who lucky for me could care less. It’s time to step up my game.

The thing about Buddy is that he’s on AIM 24/7 which means you never know when he’s there. Since I’m logged onto 5 or 6 sites a day all day, I really can’t complain, but getting a hold of this guy is like ‘foggeddaboutit!’ When I finally reach him he IM’s, ‘who the hell is this?’ So I tell him and he says, ‘you mean that girl that passed out drunk on my couch?’ Ouch. That was not one of my better moments. This was going to be painful. I text, ‘so, when can we discuss business?’ I mean, it’s not like I’m going to be like, ‘hey, where the porn at?’ So since he, like most people, had up until then really only known me as the stay-at-home mom type he wonders if we’re talking about the same thing. We are, we set a date and time, we make magic.

Hazel is going to be a brilliant makeup artist someday. You can tell. She did my makeup for the shoot and when she was done Buddy remarked that I didn’t look much different. I get that a lot. I’m lucky enough to have really great skin and a rosy complexion, so with makeup less is certainly more. What Mr. Wood didn’t realize is how important makeup is in relation to lighting. He’s such a guy that despite what he does for a living he freely admits knowing nothing about makeup. I find that hysterical.

Anyway, it was a lot of fun to hang with Buddy and Hazel in a sober(er) state. I am a medical marijuana activist and patient, but not really a drinker, so the whole thing was rather ironic, don’tcha think?! I was just partying on the night in question and incorrectly assumed than the party would last longer – right before I started chugging vodka right out of the bottle because I got my buzz on too late. Like I said, not one of my finest moments, but definitely one of the funniest!

As to the nite of the shoot, it was a lot of fun especially considering all of the nervous anticipation I had been feeling. I brought bags and bags of clothes but only wore two outfits! D’oh! It got kind of late so the usual poolside shots turned into bedroom shots, which I thought was appropriate since I have bedroom eyes. Everything went so well and I can’t WAIT to do it again.

Just so you know: I love BDSM. I love GG’s. I’m looking forward to loving a TS. And of COURSE I love my boys too, so I hope I’ll have some video opportunities with all kinds of hot combinations really soon. Buddy tells me I may be needed for a TS Domme site and an upcoming video. I have my fingers crossed that I’ll be cast for both!

You can find me at myspace.com/ts_bella_bellucci, twitter.com/bella_bellucci, on the HungAngels and HungDevils forums, and of course here where I will talk about my new career and my ‘amazing double life,’ music, television, movies, gossip, politics, religion, sex… you get the idea. Hope you all join me. It’s going to be a wild ride!

~BB~

PS: The first set should be in up about 4-6 weeks! Hope you all enjoy!