Hey all! I know many of you haven't been logging onto Niteflirt (or your messenger accounts for that matter) because of all of the technical glitches over the last month, but I just wanted to send you a quick note to let you know that I WILL be working through the beta phase of the new NF. I'm on weekdays from about noon to 8pm Pacific Time although sometimes I start earlier - around 10am - or work weekends depending on demand, which sad to say has been pretty low lately under the circumstances.

I also am happy to report that I have had very few problems with the new system, so rest assured we won't be bogged down by technical issues (except maybe for Yahoo that is) during our time together. If you'd still like to see a 100% natural woman with tits and a dick and an intellect to drive you wild, then I'm your girl! Call me.

~BB~

So you would think that promoting myself as an adult model would be easy since I'm already used to living on the computer, but it's not, and it doesn't in and of itself pay the bills. It only helps foster the relationships that create the opportunities to make the money with which to pay the bills. Anything you do today is not likely to provide a return today so staying motivated is tough.

But beyond that is the conversation about how one balances promotional work with the work itself. Personally, I use astral projection which allows me to be in two places at once. See? I just go into a trance state and separate my spirit from my body. It's easy. Really!

Ok, not. But seriously, the reason I bring this up is because I have spent the last two weeks promoting my shoot soon to be released on ShemaleYum and realized two things. First, I won't get the exposure necessary to be picked up by other production companies until at least after my photosets are released. Secondly (and actually I knew this one beforehand), it's nearly-impossible to make a reasonable living just by working with the big boys.

I have a background in webcam and phone sex. I first worked for Ifriends with my ex when we first met 8 years ago. This was back when you could still get away with a grainy Wal-Mart webcam and a 56k modem. I now use a Panasonic DVC with sound and a high speed connection on Niteflirt along with Skype, Yahoo, and Eyeball Chat. Oh my how times change! Now it's so easy to find high quality ass in high quality video - like mine! Life is good right?

But I never log on. I've been distracted, overworked, lethargic. But I think I'm ready. I think I can commit to being more available. I have changed my listings to reflect the new changes in my career and I'm ready to go. I'M MOTIVATED! Won't you come join me?  xoxo

~BB~