'Good job Buddy Wood in getting a new night up so fast when Cobra closed their doors and providing a good Thurs night out - it seems there are more and more options for tranny parties in Los Angeles which can only be a good thing!' --Grooby Steven

Fast? Yeah, I'd say the very next week is fast. I'd also say it was fortuitous, and not in a coincidental kind of way. One of these days that golden horseshoe will fall out of that leprechaun's ass and what will he be left with? And 'tranny' parties? Really? How nice of the community to continue to bless his indifferent, disrespectful use of that word, just like nobody's ever even dared to say 'boo' about his domain name: shemaleyum.com. I can't speak for any other models, but my struggle for respect doesn't end with my paycheck.

Steven has no right to represent himself as any kind of community leader or savior just because he can pay girls next to nothing to shoot naked photos and give them a place to party... from which he also profits. In fact, I don't feel that, outside of a few token or profitable gestures, Steven has ever done the TS community any favors, nor has Grooby, nor Buddy Wood, and he should be ashamed of himself for pretending otherwise. He's just a businessman. He doesn't care about anybody who doesn't line his pocket and he's said as much on message forums on the multiple occasions when he's browbeat members who dare criticize him.

If you don't see any of this, then you're living in denial because this is the way the porn business has always been. Apparently nobody wants to change it, so long live the status quo.

~BB~

The sky isn't even a limit for fresh sex kitten Ashley George. Just take a look at this New York beauty and decide about her for yourself, but try not to let anyone see that boner.

Never trust a big butt and a smile!

Wow! Weird nite Thursday. I got to Goddess at Club Cobra around 12am (which for me is 'on time') and was immediately surrounded by friends and fans. Awesomeness! The usual suspects were there as was a hint of mischief in the air. Sometimes mischief goes awry and so there were a couple of crazies bothering me throughout the course of the nite, but the club was just the beginning - after party at Buddy Wood's house, breakfast with Astrid Shay (I love spending time with this girl - she's gorgeous and brilliant), and home for 'early curfew' - 7am!

Pics after the flip!

(Yasmine 'Oh. My. God.' Lee! Hit me up girl!)

(This is a foggy photo of Astrid Shay and me (and you can tell I wasn't ready, lol), but it's the only one I got in all the excitement!)

(ShemaleYUM's Paris getting that paper - and very much deserving it!)

(Good friends Blaine and Ava Taylor)

(My new heels were killing me - thanks Ross! *muah*)

(YUM's Valerie and Paris in Buddy's hot tub. We didn't bother using the water heater - we just threw them in and everything immediately got steamy!)

~BB~

Please give my tranny-ized self a 5-star rating! I have an eye on that top 10 board!

I've also started a new Ask Bella thread on the Yum Forum so if you feel so inclined, ask me a question... even if I've already answered it on another forum. Thanks boys!

~BB~

I had a date. Honestly, I just started going on those again. And I mean JUST. As in, this was my first real date since before I met my ex-wife. You know what happens after the initial sparks. Fizzzzzzz... so it's been probably close to 10 years now. Wow. It feels weird to say that anything happened 10 years ago (especially when I work under an undisclosed age!), but I digress.

So a gentleman I know from MySpace took me out to dinner and then to the Oxwood Inn, which on Saturdays hosts a transgender nite. This is the kind of place that attracts everyone along the so-called gender-queer spectrum, but one girl in particular chooses to profess herself as a 'role model of the transgender community.' Chaa. Ok. One night I put her on blast for it as well as for her cock-teasing and compliment fishing... and an enemy was born. I'm sorry but I'm from Boston. I've had to adjust my radar but now I can pick out an L.A. fake from MILES away and this girl's signal was off the scale!

Anyway, the incident happened over a month ago and we've seen each other a bunch of times since then. Tonight she decided, out of the blue, that she would send her date into the club to tell me not to go outside. So what do you think I did? I went the fuck outside! I didn't look at her. I didn't talk to her. I didn't acknowledge her existence, so what does she do?

She walks right up to me and slaps me as hard as she can right in the face. As she would say annoyingly, 'how DARE you?' In this case though, it's more like 'why would you?' She's short and round and slow. I'm thin and quick and have at least 6 inches on her, plus most people know I'm a pretty tough bitch.  So what do I do?

If you guessed that I laughed in her face, you get a gold star. I just smiled and waved as security took her away. I bet she's home right now cowering about my potential retaliation. I didn't have her arrested so maybe I have something else in mind? Who knows?!

But if I REALLY wanted to put her on blast I could just direct you to her YouTube video in which, in her usual drunken state she declares, 'you're gonna know me America!' I wouldn't do something like that though, would I? I'm a good girl. A little crazy but generally good.

Highlights: my date was a really, really sweet man. I wasn't sure about him because he seemed rude on the phone, but it was because he doesn't hear well. Perfectly legitimate excuse. Dinner was excellent (gourmet pizza!) as were the drinks, company, and extended company for breakfast. I also got to meet Dr. Alice Novic, author of Adventures in Genderland. Goddess is she a sweet woman. I'm astounded that she's a part-time girl. She's so beautiful! Soft, pretty voice and all. Who knows? Another date like this and I might let him suck me!

And then I come home and lo and behold: preview pics are already up on BuddyWood.com! *sigh* That means more promotion. Ugh! Do me a favor and check out Buddy's blog so maybe now I can get some goddamn sleep! Thanks in advance - I'm exhausted!

~BB~

So anyway, I've had a few 'personal business matters' that need tending to lately... if you know what I mean. As they say, marriage is grand, divorce is 25 grand, and in this case you throw in my transition and you have a recipe for disaster. But I'm a survivor.

So here I am - a relatively normal woman, mother, etc., wondering what I'm going to do and then it hit me. I have a few years of webcam experience and a divorce judge who lucky for me could care less. It's time to step up my game.

The thing about Buddy is that he's on AIM 24/7 which means you never know when he's there. Since I'm logged onto 5 or 6 sites a day all day, I really can't complain, but getting a hold of this guy is like 'foggeddaboutit!' When I finally reach him he IM's, 'who the hell is this?' So I tell him and he says, 'you mean that girl that passed out drunk on my couch?' Ouch. That was not one of my better moments. This was going to be painful. I text, 'so, when can we discuss business?' I mean, it's not like I'm going to be like, 'hey, where the porn at?' So since he, like most people, had up until then really only known me as the stay-at-home mom type he wonders if we're talking about the same thing. We are, we set a date and time, we make magic.

Hazel is going to be a brilliant makeup artist someday. You can tell. She did my makeup for the shoot and when she was done Buddy remarked that I didn't look much different. I get that a lot. I'm lucky enough to have really great skin and a rosy complexion, so with makeup less is certainly more. What Mr. Wood didn't realize is how important makeup is in relation to lighting. He's such a guy that despite what he does for a living he freely admits knowing nothing about makeup. I find that hysterical.

Anyway, it was a lot of fun to hang with Buddy and Hazel in a sober(er) state. I am a medical marijuana activist and patient, but not really a drinker, so the whole thing was rather ironic, don'tcha think?! I was just partying on the night in question and incorrectly assumed than the party would last longer - right before I started chugging vodka right out of the bottle because I got my buzz on too late. Like I said, not one of my finest moments, but definitely one of the funniest!

As to the nite of the shoot, it was a lot of fun especially considering all of the nervous anticipation I had been feeling. I brought bags and bags of clothes but only wore two outfits! D'oh! It got kind of late so the usual poolside shots turned into bedroom shots, which I thought was appropriate since I have bedroom eyes. Everything went so well and I can't WAIT to do it again.

Just so you know: I love BDSM. I love GG's. I'm looking forward to loving a TS. And of COURSE I love my boys too, so I hope I'll have some video opportunities with all kinds of hot combinations really soon. Buddy tells me I may be needed for a TS Domme site and an upcoming video. I have my fingers crossed that I'll be cast for both!

You can find me at myspace.com/ts_bella_bellucci, twitter.com/bella_bellucci, on the HungAngels and HungDevils forums, and of course here where I will talk about my new career and my 'amazing double life,' music, television, movies, gossip, politics, religion, sex... you get the idea. Hope you all join me. It's going to be a wild ride!

~BB~

PS: The first set should be in up about 4-6 weeks! Hope you all enjoy!